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Revive?
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Sorry I've been out for so long...If anyone is still there. I am currently contemplating on reviving my DA account. Should I submit current works? Should a make a new account? should I even try to begin with? life's been difficult lately. Im a college student now and Im currently juggling a job too. My copic markers are well worn and need ink replacements...$13 for each pen and I've got 80 of them. Things aren't looking too bright, but I may make a comeback soon.....
This is just a test to see if anyone actually picks up on this because Ive been inactive for two years. I am seriously thinking about coming back to DA though!
-Patrick
This is just a test to see if anyone actually picks up on this because Ive been inactive for two years. I am seriously thinking about coming back to DA though!
-Patrick
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why
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My mind is a double edged sword. Most of the time I talk about how I love my imagination and stuff which is totally true.......but at the same time my mind minipulates everything. I mean everything! leaving me confused. I twists events that have happened it takes them and alters them. Im soo confused. What once seemed clear like I knew what I was doing is all wrong. Maybe it isnt wrong how am I supposed to know. I dont know what to do or who to go to. Those who were once my friends are now....well what the hell is going on...why am I so confused???? Why am I mentally screaming why am I breaking down when knowone is around why....why....why am I being a coward? Why do I feel like pushing everyone away. why why how what when where just meh....jhsfd;ahsdl;kfjadshlkfjahsuhgilweauryoqiju yeah thats about it.
Im lost Im trying to find my way...I feel like Im failing at it... maybe I should wait, maybe everything will get better maybe its just a phase....I hope it is anyways.
My world is spinning out of control
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ABC's about You
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I was tagged by 
WARNING: THIS WILL TAKE A LONG TIME TO FINISH
ABC About You Questions
A - AVAILABLE: NOPE
B - BIRTHDAY: May 23
C - CRUSHING ON: the keyboard cause the keys are getting crushed when I type HAAAA!!!!!
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Coke
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: alot of people
F - FAVORITE SONG: favorite???
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy Bears
H - HOMETOWN: Planete Zebes
I - IN LOVE WITH: you could probably figure it out
K - KILLED SOMEONE: ....not sure
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 12 hours
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: dont care
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: One half-sister
O - ONE WISH: you dont want to know mwa ha ha ha ha
P- PERSON YOU CALLED LAST:
R - REASON TO SMILE: When I'm happy
S - SONG YOU LAST SANG: CHA LA HEAD CHA LA
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9:45
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: really....REALLY!???? FUCK NO!!!!
Spell your name without vowels: jellyfishez
What color do you wear most?: Blue
Least favorite colors? orange and yellow which is ironic because I like super saiyan goku and fire oh and pink but buu and kirby are awesome
What are you listening to?: The Ulitmate Showdown by: Lemon Demon
Are you happy with your life right now?: sure
What is your favorite class in school?: Japanese
Who is your best friend:
... I could go onWhen do you start back at school/college?: September
Are you outgoing?: why not
Favorite pair of shoes?: Nike Free Runs!!!
Can you dance?: Never tried
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Never tried
Can you whistle?: Yes.
Cross your eyes?: Yes.
Walk with your toes curled?: Yes.
THE DO'S
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: DEFINITELEY!!!
Do you believe in miracles?: nope
Do you believe in magic?: HELLZ YEAH!!!!!
Love at first sight?: whats that supposed to mean ...oh my god its my reflection Im totaly in love with myself now
Do you believe in Santa?: Why not
Do you know how to swim?: Yes
Do you like roller coasters?: my stomach feels weird
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes
Have you ever asked someone out?: yes
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yes.
What is the temperature outside?: 88
What radio station do you listen to?: cant remember
What was the last thing you bought?: The World Ends With You!!!!!!!!
What was the last thing on TV you watched: wasnt tv but The devil may cry anime I streamed it
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Goku
CRYING SECTION
Ever really cried your heart out?: my heart still here oh wait no its gone Im totally a zombie....DAMN IT!!!!
you took it!!!!! ....oh well didnt need that anywaysEver cried yourself to sleep?: nope
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? maybe
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: ????
Do you cry when you get an injury?: FUCK NO!!! ands whats up with all this crying shit!?
Do certain songs make you cry?: maybe in agonny yes
Are you a happy person?: ....sure
What is your current hair color?: brown
CURRENTLY WEARING?
What shirt are you wearing?: none lol
Shoes?: NOPE
Necklaces?: NAWWWW!!!!!!
Bracelets: SCREW THAT!!!!!
Favorite eye color: rainbow
Short or long hair: kind of long
Height: Around five-foot-six
HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: Nope
Mooned someone: say wha???
Laughed so hard you cried: once
Cried in school: .....I had my reasons
Wanted to be a model: why
Done something stupid you laugh at?: totally
Been on drugs: really??
Gone skinny dipping?: mentally maybe, How am I supposed to know???
THIS OR THAT:
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
Single or Group Dates: ????
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.
Strawberries or Blueberries?: Strawberries.
Meat or Veggies: Meat.
TV or Movie: Movie.
Guitar or Drums: hitting things is fun but I like playing guitar hero so one of the above.
Adidas or Nike: Nike!
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: apple jacks
Name one random thing about yourself: ummm everything???? yup everything about me is random
Im tagging
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Another new Dragonball Z Movie Trailer
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www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Mlmbm… it looks ae=wesome but I dont under stand how Goku can go
Great Ape if you got his tail permenatley
Great Ape if you got his tail permenatley
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Colors 3D
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So today I downloaded Colors 3D a drawing program for the 3ds. I was actually surprised by how good it was. I enjoyed it much more than I expected so or the people who read this and have a 3ds you guys should download it and give it a shot. Here's a link to the site colorslive.com/downloads_3ds.p…
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